Wednesday, November 25, 2009 '
Tomorrow take Psle result ! Panic >.<
But anyway , Good luck to all the P6s out there yeah ?!
Pass with rainbow colours .
Baby , you too? Cannot failed , otherwise..Nothing=)
And my promise to you will surly come true ! " Must go same school as you"!
There's only you who can held me tightly enough , No matter what I'm always with you , Okay ? No matter how crowded the street are , we will still met each other baby ... Missing you hard hurt my heart , can't stop thinking of you , but it's worth it:) The sound heard , is nothing ... but the sound and words i heard from you is completely in my souls...
Good luck all of you :) See you all really again !
Love faded away, @ 6:00 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009 '
Baby I'm missing you alot . This Few days , dating all cancel:( Tuesday class outing&So-called our time to date .
My world is nothing without you helping me , I don't know what to do without you by my side telling me :(
I need you , i miss you , I love you , i want you , i feel you ..... The feeling you gave me , cannot be exchanged .
Somehow i think that i won't hear your voice again:( But i guess we won't .... Even if it true , I just want to hear you say you love me ! I would rather me die , than to see you suffer !
" No one else will know , how much it hurts to see you suffer :( For others , it might be nothing , But for me ... It a million of reason ... I miss you so much , baby ! I just can't go on without you . How far the this paper flew , this paper will still come back >3 ! , the feeling when you holding me , can't be erased , because is deep in my heart ."
Adults are no longer trusted ! They are all liars , Nothing got to changed me mind that they are liars . What they say cannot be trusted . Want to know why ? Ask me personally . One thing that i want to , what adults say is it all right and what the children say is it all rubbish . Do children forever be children .Why can't they just understand the children more? When parents quarrel , is not the parents who is suffering , is their child who is with them is suffering ! They can't give us anything except sadness .. Maybe there's nothing in this world , except tears for me:( It's hard for me to tell them how i feel .. I have no one to approach to , except for one person which he is always by my side no matter what , he understand my feeling .. he can't compared to anyone even my parents !
I regretted that to quarrel with him last time , it's all too late :( I can't rewind ! I have to repaid .
Why did god give joy to me and take away my joy at the same time , i can't stand this anymore :(
Over and Over again .... I need just him !
I love you baby !
Love faded away, @ 8:04 PM
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Cried*
Lesser and lesser people going , due to some reason :( never mind , it's worth it to cry .
Maybe might not be happy, even if tomorrow i go ... because he's not going too:( I also don't know why i cry !
I cry because i'm sad .
I look silly because i cut myself .
I approach to a person because i need someone to talk to .
I laugh because i'm happy.
I cheer you up because i don't want to feel down too.
I make you look cute because you are .
I am emo because i can't take this reality .
I so long face because i'm feeling unwell .
I look down because my heart feel sour .
I eat just to forget unhappy things .
I go washroom just to comb my hair .
I walk away just to avoid it .
I run just to stop seeing things .
I smile because i'm feeling sweet .
I scream because i'm can't take it .
I shout you because i miss you .
I sing because i love it .
I watch you because i started to fall in love deeper .
I look into you because i think you are mine .
I live just to see the futture .
I stay just to prove that i put a concern in you
I leave because I'm tired .
I prom because i don't know how to decide .
I look at the photos because i starting to miss the past .
I hurt myself , because i regretted what i did in the past .
I can't go on because i turn back and redo .
I beg you just to prove you my cares .
I look forwards for future but nothing is there , but only path to choose which made me burst my head !
Just cried , because lesser people going ... i'm such a useless !
Just now chitchat with him for quite long ....Till now , He offlined ! His sister want to played .
Nothing much to talk about today .. Bored to death ! Currently chatting with 6B-iian.
Baby , Kaiqin , Su , Hafiy , Humaidi , Firdaus , Dawn , William , Zixin , karming , Monica and etc !
To 6B , I know i might not hear anyone of your voice again ... Do god know how much it hurt to miss all of you ?
I cry for you , I cry for all of you ! Misses all the laughter But why in the end tears came ...?
Sign off ,
Cryer:(
Love faded away, @ 1:17 AM
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For special ones !
For my precious ones :)
Jessie : bloodyhellsist , you helped me alot nia :) i will surly remember you deep in my heart . You tell me alot to changed me to a better person . Thanks to all your help&care , I'll always be by your side and always there to help you !
Federica : Honeystead , I loves you alot sial :) I scared cannot see you le leh !!!!! Good luck for your result . i will miss you . must remember me horh !:P
Alicia : Sist ! You seems to changed alot , but you always my dearest sist . Met you for damn long , since we were in Kindergarden . Join dance since we were young till now we are still dancer ! Fate to be sist , good luck for psle result :)
Yuxuan : Sist , This whole entire year , talked to you very less nia ! But nevermind , even if we never talk this sistership remained , not going further ! Must surly keep in touch horh :) I miss you loads , Good luck for result !
Rasyiqah : Rasysist! Thanks for this few year , it seems to be very short .. but at least we could went down the path together . Thanks for your good advise and some times prom me in things : > Thanks to all this fun time ! Look for me:)
Muzainah : Muz , although didn't know you quite well we are still friends . i apperciate all your help ! You dance really nice . hope to learn from you:) Best wishes in your relationship and more !
Hidayati : Strollgirl , thanks for your great times .. you always slack around with me & i've thanks for your precious time ! keep-in-touch :)
Jestlin : Hey , erm .. i don't really know you much but i always treat you as my dance mates and friends ..& always looking forwards to see you soon :)
Valerie Yap : Head perfect , hahs ! I like most of your advise for others , quite useful . You put in quite alot of effort in dancing , keep up this good work & must remember me horh !
Hidayat : bro, long time never talk and see you already . Erm , you are a active guy and cheerful person . good luck for psle result !
Hilfi : K-9 doggy ! although you keep insulting me we were still friends . Always there to help you , good luck !
Ekhmal : Little brother , i like your evil laughter .. cute ah ! stay cute and Last long with her :) Best wishes .
Arvin : Kor , you really nice to me this few year . met you since was in P4 , remember we strated with a teammates & you tought me alot of things in terms of floorball:) thanks for all this laughter and jokes you gave me ! Always remember you and hope you will too:D!
Herman : Kor ! you are changing this years . I find you becoming really kind to others & god will repaid you in terms of kindess . May god bless you , Met you when i was P4 , remember you becoming a jokes of us:) thanks for your laughter !
Shafiq sali : Hey ! Nice to know you as a friend of mine:) actaully don't really know you much !, but always there to help you , since i treat you as my friend ! All the best in your study , always stayed in good condition :)
Omar : Thanks for all your help !& i'll still continue helping you too . I enjoyed being a friends of yours , must remember me and i will :)
Haikal : Hey , know you since i was P5 . Mostly thanks for your jokes and Laughters :) Pass with flying colours !
Khalis : hihi , don't know about you much . but treat you as one of my friends ! I like your guitar alot , nice! But it's really expenssive , i can't efford it ! sad . good luck for your psle result !
Jennifer Lee : Jenini , I love you as my friends the most . You made me laugh alot , altough we always got scolded for not being quiet in class we still have a great time together :) i miss your laughter and sound alot ! anw , nice hair you have !(very long)
Nadiah : Sister , You always slack around with me alright ! You gave me quite a number of great time:0 thanks alot !
Hayati : sist , i like your hair! very straight and nice . your spec suit you alot , keep on your good wrok ! best wish :)
Tagged me if i missed out anyone . i will add you in :D
Love faded away, @ 7:03 PM
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6B'09 words !
All for you .!
kaisiang: Ahgong , although you always quarrel with me over small things but you are still my Ahgong ! Thanks for your help ya:)
Maung : Hey , didn't talked much to you in school . because you don't really talk , unless others talk to you . but i treat you as a brother . Keep up your good result for you examination .
Karming : Erm , don't know what to say about you . I guess you also know alot of people hate you , what you let people hate the most is when you used to act cool and stepped , but i still treat you as a friend of mine:) good luck!
Dawn : Sist , been through alot alot with you , remember P3 we became friends , P4 we fight in class , P5 we quarrel for almost the whole year , P6 became best sister!? i loves you alots as my best mates and best sister of all , must remember me horh:) and thanks for all your advise all this year la .
Faidhi : Faidhi , you seems like our class big brother . and i love your jokes alot , all this time making us laughs . Although , P4 i know you , but you changed alot . Thanks for all this year and Good luck for all your result , my bigbrother .
Faudly : Xiaodidi , met you for long ! since P2 i knew you as my friend . Your laughter and experssion makes me smile most of the time . first of all , thanks for this 4 years :) Nice to have this brother like you , good luck for life!
hafiy : hafiy , although you keep saying things about me , but i still looking forwards to see you changed , no matter what , you are a friend to me and i'm looking forward to see you changed your hair style :D keep-in-touch!
Zixin : Bitch , Thanks for your care through wards me . Advise you to be a bit more serious something , hope to see you next time , and i wish you to get into RV as it's one of ur choice . Jiayous !
Najah : Hello , started to know you more this year . your laughter is funny , but i apperciate you as my dear friend ! Speak up more in order to do well in your exam:) Best wishes !
Qianning : BlackPepperCrab , i love you as my blackpeppercrab alot . i always approach you for mostly gossip and haters:) don't know why ? but i find it good to say stuffs to you . i hope to be into the same school as you . i love your hair style too:B Must remember me horh !
Weiling : Mostly , didn't really get along well with you , due to some reason , but i still treat you as my class mate !
Elvina : Floorball team mates , i find you very good in floorball . Must jiayou in this and your exam result horh ! always friends and mates to me , good luck for psle result !:)
Pinheng : hi , as known as my gang mates . you are quite good in quarrelling la , but hope u would quit this , coz you are turning 13 next year . remember me horh!
weizhong : hey , didn't know you much . although your action is a bit violent , i still find you a very cheerful guy . be a grown up man . good luck for all
chinpoh : Hahs , i wonder why your uniform everytime very zhou de . wish you will tang your shirt , coz you are going to sec sch next year . good luck .!
Matarsha : matarsha , i don't really know you much la . so good luck lorh!
Izzuddin : Baby , i love you really loads for this entired life! all this time i when through alotalot we with you okay?! you forever mine! i missed you the most , so sweet of all your single words! although i only met you this year , but we still able to be further than only friends means , BGR . you are really sweey in my heart , forever won't forget ytou de , coz you are by my side! good luck for relationship and good result :)
Firdaus : Although i always quarrel with you you were still a nice person . Always my korkor & Good luck in your psle result&hope no more quarrels between us :) Take care!
Monica : hey , monica ! Although you keep saying me very cute , but i don't really look cute la:) but good luck for everythings you do and stayed cute:D
Humaidi : DD , you are a good person , whenever people need help , you will most likely help . Kind-hearted person , the god will repaid you . wish you pass your psle with flying colours !
Navin : Speechless ... i don't what to say about you , I find you a bit like small kids . you are 13 next year and please be like a guy not like kids ! But work hard for your Journey down the way !
Kaiqin : Kaiqin , i really don't want to hurt you and i don't want you to get angry with me when you saw this ! you seems to copy people alot , i hope you don't mind me saying this ! But work hard for study & keep-in-touch !
Chuting : I like your hair man! so pao lorh , you are quite cute in terms of kids . I always there to look out for you . Stayed cute orh:D
Mingsen : Hey yo ! Don't be so quite le la:) otherwise you might get bully easy when you enter secondary school ! & keep up your good work !
Ivy : Ello Ivy , we are once gans and we are friend now . i like your laughter alot sial , so damn super funny de:Dgood friend !
hadhinah : Deena , your sence of fashion is really great . Your expperssion when you are dancing is really beautiful and style . i miss you ! you must too horh!
Firzanah : Yoz , i don't really talked to you much . but no matter what , we are still friend . i will be there to help you , when you need so !:)
Insyirah : WOOHOO ! you seems to be like my Joker , you have your own style , i envy you ah :) Best wishes !
Roanld : hey , Didi !! i like the shape of ur hair (heartshape) very cute and smooth sial:) Must get good result and go to a good school horh!
Ruzaini : hello , Ruzaini ! Like my little-brother sia you , so damn superduper cute for me ! your words makes people laugh alot , if you were not in 6B , our class might not have this much laughter !
Shazmeer : Shaz , you been a good-adviser to other . People says Active person are very striaght forward ,but you are not ,b'coz you know how to care about other ! best good luck :) wish you and her last long too!
Siti : Sorrie siti , i didn't talk to you and get along with you before . But i can feel that you are a kind person !
Su : Erm , sist ! your result is great , if i were you , that's great but it's impossible . i will surly miss you if we didn't get into same school , but keep-in-touch!
William : hello ! Truly say i treat you as my friend & i hope you get what i meant . Although didn't do anything for you , but i'm always a friends to approah to!
Kok leong : I hate you alot ! You cuz alot of trouble in our class , if you were not in our class , this will be a happy beloved class , but since you in , every bad things happend ! Tan kok leong , pls changed la ... speechless for you lorh !
Gek Sin : YO! you are quite good in mathematics , only thing is that alot of care less mistake . I treat you as a true friend , so you can look for me ya ! always there to look forwards , keep in touch .
Valerie : Sorry Val , to say this ! Don't get mad , since this is the last year i must speak up ! Most of the people say you smell I hope you can approah some one who can help you in this ! good luck :)
Joey : hey ! Seriously , i don't like you much . i Don't know why ?! Between i still treat you as a friends . Keep in contact !
Yushyan : erm ... your hair made me laughs ..HAH! i don't know why ?! Can don't most of the time pull long face , funy ehk ! And thanks for being a friend to me:B
Ariff : Ayep , you're really kind . You seems to trust me alot , you told me most of your secret and you always tell truth , i like you as my friend ! & i will still carry on to help you keep your secret !keep-in-touch :)
Desmond : hihi . i'm speechless for you lorh:( sorrie , but treat you ad friend La;p
Haswrin : Yo Acik ! I met you for quite long , since P2 yah ! You are a nice guy who knows how to handle your relationship tight enough . You are a nice guy , hope you will surly last long with Her ...... pass with flying colours !
Mr Simon Lee(EMS teacher) : I guess you teaches me for 2 years , thanks alot to you . otherwise i won't get this result , although the result isn't good at least you put in alot of effort to help me :) Thanks for your jokes you given for our class , if you were not in this class , this won't be a hyper class . We will always remember you ! Thanks for your teaching :)
Love faded away, @ 4:17 AM
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Today journey was great .. laughter arounds !
Went out , go to Huayi for the seek of reason . went there with Baby , humaidi and ruzaini .
Really nice , firstly meet up with Baby then walk to school bus stop to wait for Ruzaini and Humaidi .
But on our Journey , we bump into Humaidi . so turned back and headed through wards school .
Missed my school so much:( Go to shop and buy some stuffs .
like sweet , drinks , and whatever , then headed to playground to wait for Ruzaini Arrival :)
While waiting , Baby and Humaidi started playing duel master , after that , games end .
Humaidi talked about what happen to Ruzaini yesterday , then suddenly Ruzaini arrived ! YESH , can go already .
Bus very long sial , then started playing pokers! WOOHOO:0 nice game.
after awhile , bus 99 came then board the bus ,go striaght to Huayi . Reached there , like so less people like this !
We thought remember wrong date sial :) but luckily not !
Next , walked in the school . Two student leader , headed to us and asked us whether if need them to tour us around . so we say okay! Firstly went to the so-called Student Hub , got some computer , games and X-box 360 .
then after tour for some places then we say we just walked around ourself
then after awhile went out of the school , slack around at Jurong Point .
Went into acarde but nothing to play , so went out ! blahblah!
After all , go KFC for tea . Shared foods with Baby , no wrong ! Hahs . after that , Humaidi and baby run don't know what .
blahblah . then go baby house slack around till 5pm plus , just take photo and chitchat lorh
then ruzaini go home , then left 3 person .... thanks baby for ur hugs and kisses :)
loves you loads and thanks for today ! really loads memory .
photo next time then uploads !:)
got to go now , bye /
i love you so much baby!
Love faded away, @ 3:35 AM
